hi everyone ..

this has been a realy rough day ..for me ...went to towen to go and get my h blood tests done then went out for breakfast ...and paid bills and got gerocries and picked up some toys for my h he ordered in me mail ..a set of welding tourches ....a good size not the little ones ..I think I will learn to use them ..I could do sculpture ..with metal .it will be fun ....so that was all good but by the time I got back I had a realy good migrain going ....and I am still on the couch ..I had to go to my room earler for the dark and quiet ...and ...now it is couch dusty time ...if I plat on this in the room I just disturn my h and he can't sleep ..but I need to keep my mind occupied at this point to try and not think about the pain ....my h has to go to the city ..because ...he dident like the way they put the fittings on the canes ters ..theyut tape on them ..and than scrued them on and it is supposed to be under a lot of pressure ..so that is ..not very good so he called a place out here...that sells them and ..they will exchange the bootles  for us ......with the right sealant ..for the ritings .......I want to go ..and I told my h to get me up ..but I don't think he will get me up and I just couldent argue with him to sick for that ....I need to get exersize ...so I like to get out as often as I can ..I will try to take my puppy for a walk if I am in better shape ...tomorow ..I hope I am ...thid is not fun ...my dad had made me a long walking stick it is ..a good foot taler than me ..but very light ..for me to carry ....it is realy beautiful............it is very light wood ..fron this tree that sheats it's bark and you can see all the nots in it ..they are all a darker browen ..but still a light reddish browen ..so of that dog comes around me it has a surprise comming ..........I refuse to be feeling unsafe in my owen yard ...or on my street ....taking my puppy for a walk ....Dowen the little stretch I always take him it is bad enough that I can only take him on that little stretch with out my h .......I need some silver thread ....I gess I will have to get it a nother time ......that is so annoying .......but what can you do ....I have a feeling this migrain at this leavel can last untill it is just finish with me ......I have to weaight 2 hours and I can take the one pill that can breal it ..I am hoping it will work ...it is my last hope ...if that doesent work ...I am in for a rough ride ...and I have had enough already ....lol ......story of my life ....well I gess I am complaining ..a little ..little .....we watcher a second aright movie and fast forwRed through the slow parts ..the end wasent bad ....I was so happy when the TV went off and the lights went out ...relief ....on the eys ....my h told me that he knew that I had a migrain when we went to town today and I said how did you know I dident tell him ..but I gess he can see it in me ....he hates to take me in the car because I get sicker ....but I don't think I will be arguing with him tomorow .......I think I have had..enough pain I don't want to give my self any more for a while now ...lol ......my evergreens trees are turning yellow ..not sure if it is a bug ..haven't seen any ..we bought a soil testing kit ...so we are going to test all our social for the gardin and around the trees ....when my h gets better ...or if he is good enough one day to do some testing .........I don't know if I mentioned it but I had my neace over for the weakend and Friday night her and I stayed up untill 4:00 in the morning  talking ....and Saturday night. all three of us stayed up till 4:00 in the morning ...we were so tired ....we hadent seen her in a while ...I loved her visit ..we both did .......my friend who has gone to stay at her daughters for 6 weaks to look after her daughters boy ..rit us today and sayes she can't weaight to get back ...lol ..last time she went for half the time and she couldent weaight to come back ...her daughter was suposto be staying with her for ..the first 3 weaks ...visiting with her ....but has been taking advantage if her and going out .a lot ..her son has sever otisiom ...and is a teanager ..a big boy and strong ..he doesent talk to much ...not even with the computer ...but she has someone coming in twice a weak to look after him ..I gess they will take him out to ..so sad will get a little break there ....he can ride his bike realy well knowes the ..rouls of he road ....watches for the cars ...and doesent get lost ...is always home on time .............my son and his wife have a son with otisiom ......but he is higher function ...but he seames to have reached a plato .....and doesent seam to be improving ....I realy hope he can move forward ...he is getting extra help ......amd they are going to put a calming room in the school for him and others like him ....he hasent had a very good school experance ......he is very smart in some ways ..he can tell you the model fo each car and truck and what year .......the first few years he was in with the regular children ..and he is only able to concentrate for very short times especualy if it is a subject he is not interesTed ..in it ...his mothr tried to get help early on it just wasent avelable .....so she tried to get them to use things he liked to teach him things ...but they have a big class to teach ...so there were times he got very frustrated ..and ...recked the place .....than they put him in a clas with disabelEd children amd some couldent even talk ....so he would go and talktalking to him and just get so frustrated ...so I think he is back in the regular class ..with the helper ..but they schould of done this a way earler .....that's the government for you ...and he is such a sweet ....untill his meds run out that it is time for mom or dad to look after him ......when we went at christmass ..he could not go to sleep because as he told his mon that companey hasent gone home yet ....it was so ..sweet ..so we got us and said our good byes ....it was time to go any way ....he realy needs his riting ....it is very hard for him to axcept any kind of changs .........well ..I meen to take it easey now ..you all take care ....you are he greatest ...God bless