hi ....
this place won't show me my hugs again .......it just showers me edit .........I will have to try going to my groups maby it will shoe me my hugs there .........not long now befor I leave ...getting a little ...nervice ......up again it is 3:30 in the morning .....going to read a little and hopfuly get back to sleep .....I was so tired yesterday after not sleeping most of the night that after supper I fell asleep and mised my medatation class ........my h had watched cowboy showes and the shooting was realy loud and I dident wake up so he just let me sleep ...............I wish he would stop making dishions for me ............I think he knowes I am going away for the weakend so he just wanted me home ....he ....did the same thing the last time I went away for the weakend but he asked me to stay home .....this time he knew I was wanting to go ........I am blessed to have him .....our love is strong .......I watched an old cowboy show with him when I got up ...........I dident get angry with him .....I gess I needed the sleep ........we took our puppy for a ride he was so excited he brought me his leach ......and chocked his self getting out of the house ......we just went for water it was on sail ....they were working ..on the road to the gerocrie stor so we took the sea ice rout .....and our son was home so we stoped in to visit ...one of his daughters was home to .......I got my hugs and kisses ......so it was a good day ......now if I can get to sleep lol ......I might be having some angizity about going on the trip ......but once I am on my way I know I will be ok ............
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Dear muskrattiger,
Wow! what a journal! My heart goes out to you my friend. I hope and pray that you will get the sleep that you desperately need. It's not easy to keep going when you are so, so tired and you have to keep on going and going. Hang in there, and just take care, okay? You are in my thoughts and prayers. Lots of love and hugs from New Zealand. Mary
I sent you a hug, hope it went through. Be blessed my friend...
thank you both so much ........I finaly found my hugs ...and answered them ......so hopefully ...I answered your hug ......I got more sleep last night ...was just up at 3:30 for a cupple hours .......I think I will be ok once I get on my way ....on our trip .....thankyou for reading ...my post ..God bless
I hope you are able to get more sleep and have a good trip!
thank you ...the trip has been postponed untill sometime in August ......I am ..going to read now to try and sleep
i want to hold you & hug you til all is well with you. i dont know if youll get this. Just know i care & am trying to get i touch. Luv, Maria xoxo