Hey EVERYONE!!!
Hello Everyone, I cant make this too long because i dont have alot of time.I've been in hospital for the past week and a half and thats why i haventbeen online or replied to you comments,hugs or messages and i am sorry.I'm trying to reply to as many as possible but i have a ristriction atm.I'm currently at home for an overnight stay, really worried about tonight buttrying to not think about it too much. Alot is going on atm and i've started to do workat hospital with my nurses and outreach worker and others.I feel that i'm being pushed to come home when i'm not ready too.I'm extremely worried about coming home to stay completely as i still dont feel safe andi havent done alot of work with everyone and havent sorted out away i can really keep myself safe at night even with everything that happenes.To be honest i want to be put on a section so that i have no choice but to stayat this unit in hospital and in that time they can work properly with me to find ways to keepmyself safe. Whats really getting to me is that i've taken so many BIG/HUGE steps to get myself betterand get the help i supposedly need which has been EXTREMELY difficult for me and no-one is really meeting me half way or even trying to see my point of veiw with the whole coming home part. I hope everyone else is doiing good and i do apologise now if i still dont reply to you messages,comments or hugs that you've sent me as i do have quite afew but i want you to know i'm trying my best.LUVYA ALL,Beckaxoxox
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always in my , love you more always and forever to the moon and back to infinity no matter what, aunty xoxoxoxoxo p.s. keep trying your best babygirl, that\'s all you can do and always remember to keep holdin on :0) *Holding you so so so TIGHT and never letting go*
if i know anything at all....i know that your going to do the best you can beck. i cant even tell you how proud i am of you, and that your going after some help. i wanted that for you for so long. your so talented, so smart and beautiful, this life should be so good for you and yet it is hard at times. you can beat this beck, i know you can. your already on your way. people do love you and i think of you often. yes we have been up and down a time or two, but i always thought you were something special in this life and i always will.
all my love and kisses to you.
dennis
Hope you get all the help you need
Hope its helping xx
so proud of you!