hey DS

i just wanted to say hi and right now i feel i can do anythingim not afraid-at all!im really shy about singing and right now i feel as though i could do it in front of the whole worldi hope this feeling never ends!!u all dont know how amoaing i feel right nowits alot like yesterday at schooli feel like everything is gonna be ok and most of all i feel ALIVE!!IT FEELS FREAKING AMAZING!!!!sorry lol! i just want everyone to know i finally understand why they say things will get betterand all of u inspired me to tell my mom my issuesand another inspiration was the book "Speak" by laurie halse andersonits not only really good it inspired me but not as much as all my DS friendsi dont think i could thank u all enoughmost of all shes like a second mom to me i just wont be able to stop thanking her, carol or her usernames carolaranney she has helped me aloti have no idea what made her talk to ME out of all these people but im glad she did :)thank you all!!love u all!!and good luck in lifeknow that things will get better after youve been through your worst moments and are still alive things will magically get betterit may take a while but im living proofthings havent gotten better all the way but they are better than they were :)

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i have no idea what made her talk to ME out of all these people
Well, because I thought that anyone called ineedyou must need a friend and because when I was that age I could have been called ineedyou too :^) and
I know how lonely, powerless and hopeless it can feel...someday you will find someone else called ineedyou and you\'ll be there for them.
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Well, you know, you\'ll still have your ups and downs and even horrible days, but remember that you can take control of your reactions, step back, think through your options, make decisions, revise the decisions, set goals, calculate your risks, decide who you are going to be and reach out to others, and life will work out and make you strong and wise in the process, and when you use that to help someone else along, you\'ll look back and say to yourself, you know what, it really was all worth it to be where I am today. And never forget, God wants to walk along with you so you won\'t ever be alone
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thanks i will! :)
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Find meaning and cherish the moment.
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:)