hey DS

i just wanted to say hi and right now i feel i can do anythingim not afraid-at all!im really shy about singing and right now i feel as though i could do it in front of the whole worldi hope this feeling never ends!!u all dont know how amoaing i feel right nowits alot like yesterday at schooli feel like everything is gonna be ok and most of all i feel ALIVE!!IT FEELS FREAKING AMAZING!!!!sorry lol! i just want everyone to know i finally understand why they say things will get betterand all of u inspired me to tell my mom my issuesand another inspiration was the book "Speak" by laurie halse andersonits not only really good it inspired me but not as much as all my DS friendsi dont think i could thank u all enoughmost of all shes like a second mom to me i just wont be able to stop thanking her, carol or her usernames carolaranney she has helped me aloti have no idea what made her talk to ME out of all these people but im glad she did :)thank you all!!love u all!!and good luck in lifeknow that things will get better after youve been through your worst moments and are still alive things will magically get betterit may take a while but im living proofthings havent gotten better all the way but they are better than they were :)