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Hey my secret friends,  first let me just say how much I love this place, I feel safe to share without fear of being judged. Something very interesting has been happening for some time now, I've been able to see things in People and from people before they actually do it, it's not new necessarily but I forgot how it felt, There's been a few people I knew from the gate that they weren't sh*t but I kept them around and if I'm being truthful it was because I didn't wanna be alone. I wasn't able to say LEAVE but I don't have to anymore they're going by themselves, I have to admit I was offended at first but I'm now realizing their rejection was for my protection. One by one they'd show me what they truly were without them knowing and it made me feel sick that I kept that element in my most prized spaces and I knew they weren't worthy. I'm not upset or judging I'm just thankful. Still feel alone but without the toxic after taste.