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Well, hey there. I don't exactly know how this whole thing works, I got the general idea, so I'll give it a try. I was at my therapist and she suggested to look for support groups online to find people to talk to that have anxiety and depression like me... I guess the whole problem builds upon my anxiety, OCD and low self esteem lol. I mean I have real good friends and an amazing girlfriend.. But I've always felt the people around me are just putting up with me, loving me so I won't feel bad or down.. I just feel like I'm getting on people's nerves and I'm always doing small things wrong. Idk. My parents aren't any help, they kinda make me feel like I don't do anything right, and I'm always on their bad side.. Idk what I'm doing to make them mad lol. I mean their amazing parents, they don't abuse me or anything, their just always mad, or making real negative comments. I'm worried about what I say in fear of people turning away and leaving, exiting my life. I'll be 17 in 2 days (April 13th) I'm currently taking depression medicine and ADHD (More ADD) medicine, which I've been on the highest safe dose of depression medicine but had to come down because the ADHD medicine made it more potent. But anyways thanks for listening and reading this far. I guess it does help to talk to people anonymously huh? 

-Mark