hesatent to write
...I mean i like to write but I know if anyone googles my user name they get my jornals and Everyone I know in real life Knows me as me-me or knows thats my nicknamealso reliveing the day or whatever i write about sumtimes it brings back tho feelings that have passed but were there eralyer in the day..or time..ah its not like anyone on ds reads this do they?lol comment if u did so i know its not like i go on here alot it most the time triggers me now i just dont read anything that could be one..and im bored or lately at time i just feel like sh*t...im tryin to stop swearing online and in real life it isnt polite or lady likemy nanny always told me(r.i.p)and my anut not even knowing my nanny use to get upset with me for swearing told me swearing isnt lady like LOL It made me smile (by anut I mean my mums cuzin that praticaly was riased at my mums they lived a cross the road form each other too!)ummi wonder if anyone will read this rambblexX*me-me*Xx
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i\'m reading it meme....hey you know what, i told my little nephews this morning, because i do swear, and yah, i shoudn\'t but sometimes it just helps get the point across, hehe, or really describe\'s how i\'m feeling ect...anyway, i swore this morning in front of my nephews who are 8, 9, and 11, they love me very much, and i them...we have had so many times together....and they know me for who i really am..because children see with their hearts and are so beautiful..anyway when i dropped the f-bomb this morning by mistake when i in the middle of saying something funny, my brother in law looked at me and said, we don\'t swear in front of the children, pleas e don\'t swear..and kind of reprimanded me like i was a child..but i said to my little nephews..\"yah, aunti maggie has a little problem with swearing, and yah, i have to work on it, but always remember, never judge a person by if they swear or not...judge them by their heart....\' and they all looked at me and understood....anyway, keep rambling sister..its\' good for you, whether anybody reads it or not....hugs for you dear meme:)