hesatent to write

...I mean i like to write but I know if anyone googles my user name they get my jornals and Everyone I know in real life Knows me as me-me or knows thats my nicknamealso reliveing the day or whatever i write about sumtimes it brings back tho feelings that have passed but were there eralyer in the day..or time..ah its not like anyone on ds reads this do they?lol comment if u did so i know  its not like i go on here alot it most the time triggers me now i just dont read anything that could be one..and im bored or lately at time i just feel like sh*t...im tryin to stop swearing online and in real life it isnt polite or lady likemy nanny always told me(r.i.p)and my anut not even knowing my nanny use to get upset with me for swearing told me swearing isnt lady like LOL It made me smile (by anut I mean my mums cuzin that praticaly was riased at my mums they lived a cross the road form each other too!)ummi wonder if anyone will read this rambblexX*me-me*Xx