hes gone

the man who moulested me when i was a little girl killed him self why me am i at at falt i hate this feeling im kida glade hes gone cause he cant hert any one else may be thats why i feel the way i do but i cant take it anymore the pain is so hared to deal with my mom acts like nothen ever happened this weeked wicth hert all i heard was how he was a good dad what a f in lie i hate how my family is putting me on the side i hert to you know but how can they tell when its all about him  and him only i found out he was in the servers the air force so every body think this man is inported but me why ia i the only one sees the truth about this man