Here we go...

meds are working again, praise God.  But I am having more than my usual hyperactivity.  Worried about going manic, even if it is mild.  Any ideas out there?  It could be the decision I have to make between trying to find work (and being really afraid I won't be able to do it) and trying for disability.  It could be the problems I am having with my ovaries.  It could be family stress.  I just wish it would all calm down so I can find normal again.