Here we go agian

ian is 6 month sold and we have decided that we are going to start trying. Not like watching the calendar or anything but just not doing anything to prevent it. Not that we have. I just go my period back and so we will see what happns. It took forever to have Ian.
On to Ian I love him so so much. Being a mom is better than anything I ever though. It goes over and beyond my expictations. he is awsoem and his smiles steal my heart. He is my heart. I know i may not get prego again and I am 100% ok with that. But we will see. Ian wants a sister. He told me!!