HERE'S the anxiety

my test is tomorrow and my anxiety came....doing deep breathing and just kind of bumping up the self care.....my mom told me to bring some emergency meds. for tomorrow in case i need them after the test and then she hesitated and said,"on second thought, we should probably just give you a glass of wine after, so bring your I.D." i though to myself,"i want a margarita!!!!" whatever i'll get depends on where i go, but i'm pretty sure that i will have alcohol after i take the test....and i don't think that's bad since i rarely drink and i don't have a drinking problem....i'm just a little worried about tomorrow because my parents and i are eating lunch before we eat....we'll eat lunch here, then we're on our way....the test starts at 2 and it's 3 hours long so it's over at 5.....by that time i'll be starving....but my mom told me to get some snacks....i got some pretzels and raisins and fiber bars.....but, see, i never really eat that stuff because i don't usually go this long without purposefully restricting....but my mom said we'll pack string cheese and apples and carrots and water too....we should be fine....just trying to calm this anxiety down....it's gonna be fine...it's gonna be FINE!!!!!!