Here's my future

Because of my mental and physical problems here's how I see my life going:I will end up getting an appartment for myself, possibly live next to an attractive person and never say a word.  I'll end up having a 'passion' that drives me through my days, but it will end up becoming my obcession (probably something like video games, movies, and cooking).  I'll end up either gaining a lot of weight or loosing all my weight (however my eating turns out).  I'll never search because I'll have given up, and eventually forget that there's ever willing sex outside of a business transaction (bunny ranch or something).  I will alienate people around me with my conversation topics, my attitude, etc to the point that I will have little to no friends.  And in the end I will die early on in life because I finally lost all drive to get out of bed (eventually starve myself from sheer apathy). Sorry if this sounds too depressing, but it is how I feel my life will end up.  Oh, and for those of you who watch the tv show called 'The Big Bang Theory', yes that's where some of it came from but then again I am kind of a nerd/geek anyway so that's why I put that bit in there.  I'm sure I'll end up like one of them.   more to come later