Here I am

I have been wrestling with problems that I am having with my wife. I said in my last entry that it is difficult to know how to act without a bottle in my hand. I have come to the realzation that I am me. Weather people (inluding my wife) don't like who I am then its they're problem. If I am not good enough for other people then leave me alone. I will always strive to be a better person, but I can't continue living my life, trying to be what other people expect me to be. I am who I am love me or leave me.