Here I go again.
Well here I go again. I am in a new cycle. I didnt think I could do this so quick, but here I am again. I feel scared because in the back of my head, I am thinking, ok, what if this happens again. What if I get prego again and I cant handle the stress on whether I can make it thru the 1st weeks again. I am TRYING to be positive but I am scared. I also feel kinda numb. I am afraid to be happy if it does happen. I hate that so much. We should enjoy this time. Right? Well I am been doing my shots and I am moving ahead. I have 6 follies measuring between 12 - 15. SO I am to continue on with the shots & more blood & u/s on saturday. Thank you all for your thoughts & prayers. Love you all!!!!!! And god bless us all. Hope OUR dreams come true soon.
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I can only imagine what goes through your head. I am hoping this is the time that ALL goes right! Thinking of you!
I\'m praying for you. I hope this is it for you. I know your feeling lots of different emotions...just remember they\'re all okay. Big hugs!!!
I am glad you are doing another cycle. It amazes me how we get the strength to keep moving forward sometimes. I am keeping you in my prayers! All the things you are feeling are completely normal with all you have been through. Please know I am here for you. {{{HUG}}}
I felt that way with my 2nd & 3rd cycles, but when it came to life, when it was finally happening, then I couldn\'t help but get excited. I hope & pray that this is finally your time.
I\'m sure you have found you are stronger than you knew. None of this is easy...I think you are so heroic! I am so, so sorry I missed what happened with you. I was in the middle of moving; I didn\'t even realize the roller coaster you have been on. How are you doing now? I\'m sending you my very best baby wishes!