Here I go again.

Well here I go again. I am in a new cycle. I didnt think I could do this so quick, but here I am again. I feel scared because in the back of my head, I am thinking, ok, what if this happens again. What if I get prego again and I cant handle the stress on whether I can make it thru the 1st weeks again. I am TRYING to be positive but I am scared. I also feel kinda numb. I am afraid to be happy if it does happen. I hate that so much. We should enjoy this time. Right? Well I am been doing my shots and I am moving ahead. I have 6 follies measuring between 12 - 15. SO I am to continue on with the shots & more blood & u/s on saturday. Thank you all for your thoughts & prayers. Love you all!!!!!! And god bless us all. Hope OUR dreams come true soon.