Here goes nothing...

Here goes nothing...  here goes nothing.
Maybe if I say it enough times, I will start to believe it!  I never in a million years thought this would happen to me.  Life without children has just never been an option.  We waited so long to try.  Waited till we were both 'ready'.  Now we're 30 - officially ready - yet nowhere near having a family of our own. I have to accept the fact that I may never have one either.  So, that leaves us here...  at a fork in the road.
A new journey ahead.