Here goes nothing.

I don't know how long this feeling is going to last, but for now, I feel good.  I feel strong.  I feel like I can do this.  So, here it goes.  I am going to quit hurting myself.  There's no way I'm going to say right now that I will never do it again.  Quitting is a process and I know it's not going to happen overnight.  But I'm going to try.  My goal is one year.  I feel like if I can make it a year, by then (hopefully) the urges will be gone and I will have taken back control of my life. 
I won't lie.   By the end of writing this, I'm a little scared.  I have no idea how I'm going to do this and I'm terrified that I'll fail.  I don't want to end up feeling like I have to do it to feel better but can't.  I'm stressing out again and I know how this feeling usually ends.  I'll update for now that I'm at 1 day, but I'm not sure.  The "strong" feeling I had is already gone.  We'll see, I guess.
I'm going to try to update this as much as possible.  I've never tried anything like this to help me quit, so I hope it works.