Here Comes Another Week.

I made it through another weekend on my own. Friday and Saturday nights are the hardest still. I want to start actually enjoying life again and living life again and not just trying to get through the day. Very busy week with Teacher Parent conferences and early release day there is alot to be done and I can't be distracted with mini breakdowns and emotional rollercoaster up's and down's. I will pray for strength as always but with my Wedding Anniversary on Wed it's going to be hard not to let my mind and heart wander.
I hate that the day is just there staring at me like a big sad yucky day. It used to be such a joyous occation filled with love and friendship. A real day of joy we were big on the Anniversary always something special. Hope he hurts on that day also. Hope he takes the time that day to realize what he lost and is filled with sorrow and regret.
Well time to go to work and stay busy.