here and not here

I was to go on vacation on first of febuary, about the second week I got sick and am just getting over the tail end of being sick for almost 3 weeks. I had gone to a dr in January who said that I have had lost verbal hearing in the left ear which makes things worse when being the passenger in a car. I've decided not to go to any more drs since no one can say what is going on. I can't afford the visits and being told that my hearing is only going to get worse but no one knows when makes it worse.