here again
I'm stuck in another gray day...not all too cold just 41 degrees...that's achey weather damp and muggy..neck hurts, feels like i got hit in the back of the head with a bat...depressed, lonely and tired...Others depend on me...I have no one to depend on but myself....today wont be any different that yesterday...or all the yesterdays since my divorce...face it move on...depressed,lonely and tired...I'm stuck in another gray day...this empty smile on my face...it there only to hide the pain, and frustration...the witty remarks and humorous remarks...hide the empty heart, and longing of my soul...why do those we love so much abandon us....after eight years..i still miss the sparkle of her eyes when she smiled...I keep those memories that desolve the anger and fade away the hate...I know it's over...for so many years it's been over...and I search for another to fill that empty place in my soul...I'm stuck in another gray day...depressed and lonely and tired....My heart yearns for love...My heart yearns for approval...My soul yearns to be complete...I'm stuck... here again...russ always
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