HELP ME!!

Emotions swirl inside meFast like a tornado Some are good some badI wish I was ableTo spill it out from insideWhere it all eats me upI want to be free nowNo longer stuck in mudI want to pull my self outOf this big hole Ive dugInstead I seem to grasp at dirtThat slips and fills it upThings are going well But I fear that its too lateThe hole is dugI am in place Now all I can do is waitFor the dirt to fall upon meAnd bury me as I amArms stretched out Pleading for helpReaching for a hand!A hand that I can see there!!So close yet so far!!Why have you forsaken me lordWhy did it get this far!!Where where you two months ago When this all began!! I reach out I stretch my body as far as I canI can feel your fingers on the tips of minePlease my love trust in me!!And give this one more sweet try! One last reach out for me!I am begging you darling!!I can get through this!That I can proveI just need a little help from you...