hello my friends! i miss u!

so um, i might be back fer a bit. I got fat again. LMAO. ok not fat, but I am 26 lbs above a healthy BMI and after all the hard work I did last year to get within10 lbs of a healthy BMI, i wannna nip this in the bud now before I gain ALLL the weight back.  So here I am. Still happy. generally healthy. Broke as can be but who cares! i am in love! My boyfriend is still great. The L word was finally dropped, last weekend matter of fact. Its moving slow, but easy and there is no fighty-fight.  I still talk about this place all the time. Everytime I meet someone who looks sad or read that someone on myspace is sad, I recommend DS. it made sucha  change in my life and I thank God for it all the time. I wouldnt be as happy as I am or had the harbles to go thru with the changes I made had it not been for stumbling upon this site.  so I wil be removing myself today from the communities I so once needed. and I willbe here fer weight loss and junk, as often as possible. esp with halloween and christmas coming up, i will need some xtra will power.  So thats the latest. Nuthin new i spose... Hugs to all... you are my backbone. You just have no idea.