Hello

Hello all I havent been on here since earlier this month.....  Just been busy with drs appts for myself & my fiance....  My drs appt had really good results on blood work such as my diabetes & cholesterol....  The dr was really happy with my results had lost 1 pound according to her scale & I told her it didnt make sense to me she said that I should go by my scale here at home cause although they get theirs calibrated often that its not too accurate....  So Im going by my scale & im down 12 lbs since my last visit to her...  So anyhow finally was able to get him an appt within my drs practice because the dr he (my fiance had) I felt wasnt doing right by him he goes for his appt tuesday.....  Since the temperature change here in my area Ive been in a lot of pain....  So then have been down for the last week not only because of the winter blues but with the holidays being here just missing my parents....  Although my fiance is around I just still feel alone & depressed....  Not sure if anyone else has or does feel this way or not but I hate feeling this way.....  Thanks for reading/listening....