hellish weekend

feeling the effects of the change in treatment of my diabetes type 2 was prescribed the Byetta pen,which is a major change as far as Im concerned.But it was surrounded by emotional stress that I really could have done without. I have a brother who for want of another word has evil,sadistic tendencies which he never fails to inflict on both me and my sister,who lives and cares for me alot as well as having to suffer with her own health issues. Its a long story but it goes back to the time my mum dies when I was 18 and my brother was only 4 years old,my sister only a couple of years younger than me,did our best along with my dad to keep things together the best we could. Now my brother who is now married,has nothing but resentment and hate for my sister and I,which in the ordinary scheme of things should not make much difference,but we invested alot of love during the years my brother was growing up and only ever did our best for him. We need help now that both our health is failing,but my brother who is in a good position to help, not only refuses to but adds insult to injury by hurling abuse at us at every opportunity. My sister is forever hopeful that by some miraculous miricale she will turn him into a wonderful supportive brother,but always ends emotionally battered by his cruel tongue. This weekend has been the final straw.....coming at a time when we both are on the floor emotionally,with me wishing I could die right now.....The wrath of his sadistic tongue has resulted in my crying all over the weekend andleaving me feeling drained. Im not sure how much more of life I can take anymore......