Hectic month of May

My month of May was hectic with work and with the wedding of my son. This build up to the wedding could be called my time of taking on too much worry and anxiety. I let myself play the what if game in my head since this was only second time in 2 yrs that I had seen my ex face to face. I am very proud of myself for being in control of my emotions and really absorbing the  knowledge that my ex does not have any input in my life. I am in control and I do not have to try and please him in any way.  What a burden lifted. No more playing the game and no more putting up with feeling I am not good enough. I am smart, beautiful and amazing!!!