heavy heart

Allow me to begin with saying i love my home. I moved in at age 19 young and afraid, I began my life pretty much alone for the first time in my life. I dicovered how muhc I can do, and try to overcome the obstackles in my way. I have a phisicall ailment called Follicillitious, where skin folicles become the size of baseballsball bats itch are on fire and bleed. I break out recently because the plummning agency I live in is neglecting my needs even though I am now 44 and my rent has never once been late, I wonder why my apartment is 115000 degrees and im dying of sweat in a suana like tomb with a phisicall illness activated by stress and heat. I couldnt function. When they did try to come in to fix it I was so bloody with welts everwhere covering every inch of my skin infected with red huge welts shuttering with fever after an er visit they released me bloody as I came with no comforort but an antibiotic and aspirin to help me, with some ointment that hurt worse. The nurse grabed my bloody infected arm with a glove at the er a nurse paractiotioner named linsey at Kennedy hospitla in Stratfrod nj. btw in case anyone should care, grabed my arm swueezed it hard, and hurt me badly. When an infected follicli [atinted so bas as mine comes in that sick and distraught in pain like fire burning like acid, after antibiotics they sent me home knowing i had to walk. I could barely stand as they ushered me out of er. to see me limp fall and walk away eventually still bloody. I dunno how i got hoem in the dark. the cause an overheated apaartment that when they got the guy to fix it called me and said they are coming in your place to fix the thormostate in five munites. SO out of it from delusions brought on by pain, I blurted out im contagious by touch not airborn he was too afraid to renter and the issue contues with blame and more blame. I  pay a steep amoun tot live here, and what bothers me the most about all of it its not my responsibilty fault or reason but I will die soon I stoped breathing in my sleep and wake in pools of sweat dehydration from mold on my celiling i have nowhere else to go. I am finally healing and to top it off I miscalucated my med situation for the first time since I began pills at age ten I am 44 I messed up for a week off. which is what statrted the breakout after dealiwiht with the stress of having to run my air condition in the wi9nter wheather of 32 degrees  dempatures inside because the pipes feel as if I am burning in hell. I have dirty ceelings from a keak still unadressed and this place doesnt make me extatic anymore. Help me please. Someone anyone