Heavenly 1st Birthday
My baby girl will be one year old on July 13, 2018. The thing is she won’t be in my arms. I won’t be decorating any hall or dressing my little girl in her first birthday outfit. I had it all planned out. Mermaid everything only because her mom is obsessed with mermaids. Instead I’ll be at the Keys with my hubby grieving our little girl and what would have been. I pray that day she’ll be up there playing and dancing. Her mommy and daddy will be here in earth sending her lots of love. Until we meet again my angel.
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I hope you got throuhg yesterday OK! <3
Thank you! Some days are harder than others but trying to stay strong.
I hear ya. It's crazy to be going through this and for the people around me to not really know what it feels like. Message boards help, but they can give us hope and also depress us more. :/ Heh, heh.
It’s crazy but so true. I try and be hopeful but it hurts when you get no results. I’ve learned there’s no point is speaking to other who don’t understand. I always get the same answer don’t stress it will happen. Or I have all the time in the world.
Yup! My situation is annoying because I am 43 and they say it is hard for me to conceive cuz I'm old. :/ Ok, ok I get it, but shut up. Heh, heh. I started late in life because I didn't get married until I was 42 and that is when we started trying. So previously never married and no kids until then. Oh, well. We are going to think abu adoption in csae my IVFdoesn't work.
Keep the faith, no matter what your future holds. I pray for strength everyday to accept whatever my path is. It's not easy, but I don't know how else to cope but to accept everything happens for a reason.