Heaven....what???

Hey D.S. Fam.! Hope all are doing as well as can be expected or better. So can some tell me if they believe in heaven and hell? Honestly, I don't believe I do nor do I really give a shit where I go once I've left this shell of a body. How do we know that we all just don't turn to ash and/or just evaporate? Why, because the bible tells you what happens to people if your good, bad, indifferent, or whatever? I think it's all b.s. I've always heard that if you commit suicide, that you can't go to heaven. Unless someone has experienced it for themselves and can tell me their story, I think it's all shit. I can't just believe shit people tell me or that they have read in a book. I not a religious person and have never been. But I would love to hear others thoughts on this. Hugs to all!!