Dear John, 31 years ago today we were blessed with our first born daughter, Heather. The look on your face when you held her for the first time said it all. You were the proudest guy around, we couldn't have wiped that smile off your face if we tried. You were beaming from ear to ear. Today is the first of many, the first of your kids birthday without you. I have been crying all morning, miss you so much. Tonight will be hard to as we always took the kids out for their birthdays. Not much to celebrate without you here. Miss you more than you could ever imagine and the pain is unbearable, wish I were with you. See you Soon. Love Always, Dra'