Heartbreak too-beating the dead horse.
I remember in the past when I was seperated from Joe RV I was miserable. I'd always be happier around him. I know I am beating a dead horse. But, stupid as it sounds, I am feeling the loss. Afterall, we spent alot of time together. I don't regret the decision I made. If it had felt right I wouldn't be writing this today.
I guess it will be like any loss...the feeling I felt when I left Sammycat, the loss I feel with my daughter.
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Yea....but ....you know what? If you had stayed with him, you would have been miserable for the rest of your life so where is the Love in that?
Life will get better. Be kind to yourself, and love yourself and spend some time doing things that make you happy.. You will find Love in places where you least expect it.
God Bless
Thanks Bob.
I disagree with far more intensity than I have a right to feel about the life and vitality of that horse you are calling, "Dead." I believe the life and vitality of that horse is rearing inside of you and eager to run free. RV Joe was just a saddle. One saddle's as good as another.
Hope you stop beating that horse and lure her out to run free. Bet she has a magnificent stride. . . Just betting. I'll also bet Sammycat is running the odds and ready to take my bet. Just betting.
I agree...Joe Rv might have been the saddle. But, I doubt that I could have ran free for long. I was already losing myself.
His life was becoming mine without the booze of course.