Heart broken all over again
I'm constantly on the verge of tears. I feel like I'm back at square one grieving a loss. I feel like I'm grieving a death. It doesn't help that while he was here he showed so much remorse and vulnerability. I just feel so alone and lost. I was on my way, but now I'm back to being an emotional mess. If it weren't for the kids I could cut him off completely and not worry about having to see him r speak to him again. Life is so complicated...I just want to feel in control and happy or at peace again.
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I hope you are feeling better, connected and clearer.
If he showed remorse and vulnerability, the next step is to tell you what his next actions are. And you need to tell him how you feel, what you will (and won\'t) do, what actions you are hoping he\'ll take, and how much time/space you need.
Or, make a decision that you will move forward and stick to it. (I have chosen this path, despite my sadness and regret because I have hope for a better future without the trauma we kept creating.)