Healthier happier me?
Today, I'm going to try and do everything I can to be happy and healthy.
I guess no one else can change how I feel so it looks like its down to me.
I know I'm not allowed to talk about my depression with my boyfriend so I'll have to find something that don't involve talking. I think one thing I really need to do is find peace with myself, the way I am inside, before I can start feeling happy outwards, I have got some of my old books out of my mothers shed, mainly the spiritual ones, maybe some of the philosophies and ways of thinking and even some of the techniques will benefit me.
I'm not gonna torture myself if I don't make big changes real quick though because the Egyptians, they made the pyramids little bits at a time. So, as they say, baby steps.
I am also going to try to do something with my life, finish this story I'm writing before moving onto the next. Who knows, maybe they can get good enough for people to want to publish them one day. Wow that sounds amazing lol to leave my mark on the world with something like that.
I guess no one else can change how I feel so it looks like its down to me.
I know I'm not allowed to talk about my depression with my boyfriend so I'll have to find something that don't involve talking. I think one thing I really need to do is find peace with myself, the way I am inside, before I can start feeling happy outwards, I have got some of my old books out of my mothers shed, mainly the spiritual ones, maybe some of the philosophies and ways of thinking and even some of the techniques will benefit me.
I'm not gonna torture myself if I don't make big changes real quick though because the Egyptians, they made the pyramids little bits at a time. So, as they say, baby steps.
I am also going to try to do something with my life, finish this story I'm writing before moving onto the next. Who knows, maybe they can get good enough for people to want to publish them one day. Wow that sounds amazing lol to leave my mark on the world with something like that.
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