head pressure feel awful
i can't get motivated. i feel so much pressure. i think about being dead and gone.. how peaceful it would be... but i want to see my first grandchild who is on the way. i love my wife and kids and don' t want to cause them any pain.. why can't lifes pressure just let up.?? i'm waiting for results of kidney test. had 3 phase ct yest. 1" growth on rt kidney.. want to feel good mentally. i feel pretty good physically... i want to see a therapist but feel like it is no good... life can really suck!
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Yes it can. But hang in there everything will work out ok. You have a lot of people who love you and need you. It\'s not your time yet. You can\'t get motivated right now because you are supposed to slow down and take time to notice something that you can\'t when you are buzzing around. So take the time and smell the roses so to speak. Breathe. Enjoy yourself and life a bit more. Make each moment now count. God is with you. He loves you. HUGS
Hi Lazer. Sorry to hear what\'s been going on. Please hang in there. I am stressing badly right now so I\'m not much help except to say that I genuinely hope things get better for you soon and that I am listening. *HUGS*
Lazer, I been near what you are going through. I had a severe angina attack after complicated surgeries. I laid up in the hospital for a week and nobody was telling me anything. I was a nervous wreck. I went to a therapist. Cuz my panic and anxiety attack were horrible, I was in and out of the hospital thinking that I\'m going to die. This therapist gave me a book to read. It was about this young guy in a nursing home waiting to die from heart disease and how he lived til his last moment. It was very inspirational story. But I was mad amd furious at the therapist. When I saw the therapist again, I threw the book at him. I said that I understood the book but why give it to me to read? But I\'m not dying!! Then he smiled at me.