He sent an email...

I dont know how to take this....
 
honesty and input greatly appreciated.
 
"Im sorry I couldnt reply sooner, I was interupted yesterday for a minor blackout. Which is part of the overall problem. I dont always have communications available to contact you, plus I am busier than hell since I have come back from leave and I dont always have a chance to get in here. It really did upset me that you doubted me, plus I told you if anything happened to me my best friend Mike would let you know. I just feel like we need to work more on getting know each other, I didnt get to know you for long enough before I left to I guess build a stronger foundation and being this far away is tough on both of us. I just feel like we need to start over fresh. I am going to be home in about 4 months and with as stressful as this deployment is, I dont want to worry about you thinking the wrong thing. I have no intention of bailing. I just think we need to work on communication mainly. If you do not think that is right or if you think I am being an a-hole, let me know. I just needed for you to support me and not be thinking anything negative, I have never put up with that from anyone, that kind of stuff is along the lines of drama, and I have more than enough of that here. If I am getting it from both sides of the world it is a bit much. I am sorry if I have upset you, it has never been my intention to."