HE'S HAPPY!!!!

Sunday as usual, I was driving to church alone to practice with the music group...I really hate going alone as the minute i am out of the drivieway their it comes...my sad memories of Ken being gone....the sad that I can't see him....the sad knowing we just cant sit and talk....All the things that Ken and I can no longer do...just sitting alone  him sharing with me why I should get this or that cell phone package and he was always right....he would always said get the best for the best price...the last one we did get it but a bit late as with him getting so sick...the minutes and text messages was way over our limit............
But as I drive by myself, my mind goes straight to the thoughts of Ken and usually by the time I get to church I have been crying and feeling so sad...but Sunday was different.....as these thoughts and the sad feeling started again to envade me...
Without warning of any kind....with no thoughts of nothing but the feelings of sad came these words in my mind...............
HE'S HAPPY!....THEN AGAIN HE'S HAPPY!
After that it seemed my whole attitude changed.  I kept thinking to myself....
Hes's happy.....that morning as the tears usually continue...it was replaced with a smile.....
HE'S HAPPY!!!!!!!!!