He loves me he loves me not
How do you love someone sooo much but not be sure you want to be with them. Loves me loves the kids
says I don’t want anyone else But not sure he wants our life anymore
He did this 5 years ago too (had affair) I took him back. I know I know
I was just raised to fight for your commitment. I think I could handle it if it was just me but our kids are a totally different story ... needless to say the anxiety is awful and I’m not sleeping.i work in the medical field I know that not good for me but I’m just lost
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Thanks for your reply. Sorry to hear about your situation. Before I continue, dies your username stand for Cocoa Beach High mom? I'm from there is why I ask. I believe in fighting for my family as you do. I did end up leaving the house because the stress was making it worse for her. At this point I'm praying that space and time will help us heal and be able to put things slowly back together. I have been doing a lot of online researching about and found a program I'm researching to see if it's worth investing. My family is definitely worth this investment! I wish you the best, I feel your pain and suffering because I'm dealing with a lot of it too (anxiety, lack of sleep, etc). Feel free to message me again.
I feel your pain, and I hope the fact that you are not alone helps. I can’t love my wife anymore than I do. It’s just not humanly possible. We are still together but I wonder when it’s time for me to give up. May you find comfort in knowing it’s not your fault and you gave everything you had to give. Love is the worst and best thing that has ever happened to me. I hope you heal quickly and that the pain of this moment will help you realize what you’re worth.
If anything it makes me feel very small and meaningless
I hope I can be strong for my family
Thank you for your kind words