He called...

the piece of shit actually had the nerve to call. and the nerve to tell me he was " too busy " to deal with us. but asked how she was. i told him not to worry about it. oh i am/was so angry. i mean, why call?? just stay gone. i told him he was a liar and a freak and a piece of shit, and to stay away from us and dont bother, that he would get the paper work as soon as it was through, and he said, good cause he wasnt doing nothing till after he was back for good from being out to sea. which he wasnt even really gone. i know i shouldnt get mad, or be surprised. but hell. i would rather not hear  him. he even tried to complain to me, about how little sleep he had been getting and how i dont understand his situation or his schedule because he wasnt home till 8 and had to be up at 4am and get stuff done in the meantime. like he had been changing diapers and feeding babies.  hell, 3-4 hours of straight sleep sounds great. oh i hate him. im a little grumpy today, cause baby been fussy. she has a tummy ache still and i dont know what to do. she isnt crying, but pushing real hard and gruntin constanly and it keeps me awake trying to comfort her. i hope i will get some answers today. i guess there is an child support enforcement agency nearby. i dont know the number, but i know about where it is, i hope they can help me get the ball rolling. everything is automated on the phone and keeps leading me to the wrong place. it will give me peace of mind to have the papers done.