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i have managet to get to this site but i cant seem to talk to eneyone on the site except to one person and i can only talk to her on my email so if eneyone could help me i could realy use the help ............i hope to be come an atcive member in this group ............i am interested in depershion since that is what i suffer from .......i am interested in shairing and hearing others stories and suporting others on a daily baises........i have upes and dowens right now cant seam to get leavel ...............doesent help that i lost my mothe 3 months ago ..........but i am glad i was there with her when she pased.............one day i will look in the mirrer and i think i look good and the next day or the next hour i can look again and i think i dont look good it depends on how i am feeling my thinking changes ..............well i hope to talk to you soon .........one more thing about me i am a very spitural person but i dont belive i have to atend eney church to be spitural.............i have a hard time spelling so i hope it isent to bad ..........my grandmother yousto say god bless us all the time .............so god bless you all
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well today i had hoped to get something acomplished and instead i had a couch day and still am not doing well..............i am going to have to get off the computer soon if i dont stop getting worse ..................at least i got to talk on my group and to otter my frend in here so that is something .................my husband is gone to the bust traping and hunting ...........good thing or he would just be bord here with me sick .............this is i think the 5 day of migrains yesterday wasent to bad i could do just about all i wanted to do but today is a killer .....................hopefully tomorow will be better and if it is i will go visit one of my kids .........................thats all for now
i was feeling much better yesterday after two weaks of migrains terable way ovet the top over 10..............yesterday i was still on the painkillers but at least i could move around and go out ...........i over did it a little so today i have to pay for it you just cant have too much fun you know...............moving slow doing laundry..............
couch dutie today .......................
migrains doing much better ..............i was a little dowen today but got through it ...........and was good to get to talk to a frend in here ..............i am hoping tomorow will be a better day ..........one day at a time ...........i was very tired today so didnt get much done ...............found out i was taking to much of one of my antiedepresents thats why i have been so tired ...........starting tomorow fixing that up ...............i dont know what i am going to do tomorow it will takecare of its self but i would like to acomplish something .........it is bed time and i cant sleep so i am going to stay up a little and try again to go back to bed ................say my prayers and do some relaxction excersises ..........till next time
i have been sleeping a lot so my husband and myself were doing our pills and he decided to help me with mine and found out i am taking to much of one of my antiedepresents i dident even relize we caled the pharmist and made sure .............my doctor had raised my perscription but not that much ........so i fixed that up and i am awake more now so i need to start to get some things done .............so much to do dont know ware to start .....just going to have to pick a spot ..............and go from there ..............i was dowen for a while but seam to be doing better so long as i am not by myself for to long .........and start thinking to much..............going out tonight to my grandsons supper at his school they are raising money for a trip oversees...............only so maney get chosen to go they have to have realy good marks and be involved in the school ..........he has gone for the last 2 years .......they go i think it is with the read cross to a poor vilige and last year they put in a towen well and some iregation they live right with the people .................so my son caled this morning called this morning and wanted a ride to his daughters school to see her basket ball game ..............i couldent go had a migrain and not enough time to have my pills work and i need to feel good for tonight but i am sure she will call me up and tell me all about she is such a joy in my life ......................after i am done here i have to get some cleaning done and get ready to go ..................dont know what i iwill be doing tonight probly not much at least my migrains are doing better and i am not so dowen now i just have to keep it that way
got up this morning with a migrain had some ceral and to my painkillers and i hadent fixed up pm other pills and i was in no shape to do it so i went back to my bed and raised the head of the bed right up i cant lay dowen when i have a migrain ....................finaly when i felt better i did my pills and my husband read me the paper and than got ready to go traping he took our youngest sonnot so young he is in his 30s he is realy looking forward to going and than his dog got into a skunk so he had to look after that befor he could go ..................he had the dog sleep in the shead and today got my husband to take him to get skunk off anf the shampoo ................so they were late leaving ...............he doesent havea car his wife is working she has the car ................i miss him already and he wont be back till sunday .............i called a girlfrend talked for awhile she is going through a depreshion and is doing better ..................we help eachother ..............then i camre on here ...........i have to go have supper befor i have a low ...........then i want to go through some things and get rid of things we are not using ......................
here i am tonight my hunny is gone traping i am home alone .........he took david with him david was happy but his dog had goten into a skunk so he slept in the shead ..........my huaband took david to get skunk off and the shampoon that goes with it ................after he fixed the dogs up they went traping .................my sos is my heart.............so now i am realy feeling or was the depershion.................i took lets say a anzietie pill and i am lising to music as loud as i want to i did that for a cuple hours and enjoyed it now i need a nother pill this one has worn off so i thought i would come see you ..............hi................ good night
Sorry about the bad migraines you have been having. Hope you get to feeling better soon. take care.
i always have some pain the ode time i dont it feels so good it is like uforiea it is like going on a high ...............i wish they would just go away .............but thats not going to happen so i just live with a certin amount of pain i am use to that .....................thankyou for thinking of me reneelee...................today ........so far i havent done to much but i do feel better than i have the last cupple of days so that is somthing ..............i would like to go through some things today to send off to someone who could use them..............but it is 625pm not looking good i at least need to clean up .................my husband is gone traping and will be back monday i do much better when he is at home ................i have been home bound this weakend ................there is always tomorow ..................a new day a new start
I pray your headaces get better i deal with an enlarged pituitary gland on right ssid of head i deal with non - stop they found thru one of my full body scan\'s i go thru for my treatment so i do know how it feels if u ever need a good ear to listen to please let me know.
((((Hugs,Angel))).
i want to thank you very much for your reply angel it means a lot to me ...............the same goes for me .....god bless
just very sick and tired of these migrains they are seriousley degrading my living my life ...............i think i need a pill and i want to cry ..............
it is getting hard for me to go into the depreshion group and answer the people in there especualy the ones who are realy feeling bad i try to go in and at least do a cupple of answers ...............but i cant do much or it is afecting my depreshion .............so i am going to have to be carfull if i go in there ...........i had a good weakend with my son and his family except for the migrains that kept me up all hours .................my head was feeling a little better today so i got home while i had the chance because if it blue up again i would be stuck there for i dont know how long and they are all going to be at work or school tomorow so i would rather be home .............my husband is gone traping and not long after he left i started to feel bad i couldent even get eneything done i was almost crying so i caled my son and he said to go over so i went the next day and when i got there i felt better .....................
AWWW SIS KNOW I LOV YOU N CAR YOUR ONE TOUGHT COOKIE SWEETIS HUGS N GOD BLESS DC