having some hope that something good will happen soon

i just feel like something good needs to happen. it just has to. i just hope that when i try the new small group, it will work out and the people will like me. i just hope so. i really need to feel accepted for who i am. i miss that feeling, i really do.  just trying to get through this week. at least vacation is coming. im really happy about that, it will give me a chance to get away for a little while. but im just really praying hard about the small group. i really hope they like me and i hope that i don't saying anything that would sound stupid.  im praying so hard