having good days and bad ones

sometimes i feel like giving up fighting the depression i am living with everyday. i am tired of always feeling bad, but then i talk to people and they tell me thing get better. the only thing i have to look foward to is my boyfriend. he is the best thing that ever happened to me. the only thing is he lives almost 700 miles away from me. it is hard to be in a long distance relationship. it is the first relationship i been in since the rapes i been through. i just hope it will work out for me. i am afraid of being hurt. today i am feeling depressed but that is just something i just have to learn to deal with. i have to be stong for the people around me.