Having everything and trying to get everything else

I have recetly got a job at a call center.  This means that I will only disclose here, if "they pry it from my cold, dead mouth".  Anything that I do here will be done with great consideration and with the intent to survive another day.  Now, this is how I will instead use my illness to my advantage and not to my detriment.     I will only use the schizophrenia to make sure I ask other people around me to help me treat the cognitive symptoms.  A very simple way to do this is checking with other people as to what the instructor said, as I train.  A second point is to use the mood of my bi-polar disorder to compensate for my flaws.  If manic, do less but more accurately, if depressed, do more but in a timely and effective manor.  If obsessive compulsive, make sure that I use something repeditive only when I show mastery.  If panicy, go to the bathroom, and practice breathing excercises and focus on talking to people more until I have faced the fear down.  Finally, if I'm feeling anxious don't allow myself to get caught up in doom or gloom.  Respect the fact that the future happens, it doesn't just be a direct result of my inner fears unless I let itl. I will suceed, and I will live my dream.  Even if not at this job, there will come a job and a day for me to have and cherish. --moah.