having a rough one apr 2

oh my god had a painic attack for the first time thought i was going to meet the makerhad a friend here doing afternoon tea and sandwichs i even made big daddys home made blueberry muffinsyum-ohi was light headed -arms were numb -and i mean numb- sweating -cold -oh my god people i dont want to go through that for a couple of months - i know i can be a bit of a drama queen but i did try to to talk my self down -but  when that was not going to happen - anyways called the parmedcs-what a frecken partysix  peramedics showed up felt so embarresedeven more so when my girlfriend called her boyfriend to carry me to the car to take me to emerg he was 15 min away-then i called my friend 5 min awayi said i was dieing ( i thought i was having a stroke - heart attack - pe -oh my god all thee above )  and he said -your fu&**&ng nuts call 911 ill be right over both friends showed up at the same time as the paramedics total along with the two firemen that walked in (they put a new 9V in my smoke detector--thanks guys ) so ya 4 peamedics3 friends2 firemenand one friend having a funky chicken on the couch (this one is me) almost sounds like a christmas carolgave me oxygen checked me out - hooked me up to alot of things gave me a runn down - of what i was going throughand after all that i let the boys be on there way and my friend stayed for a couple of hours to make sure i was oki love them all so much and im soooo lucky to have them in my life (dont have any family in the province - and im not close with any that i havegoin to do some major r and r will give more updates tomorrow after sleepgod bless you all thanksthor