Having a hard time...

So I took a bath after I heat a bunch of pots of water.  My hot water heater will not work and has to be replaced.  No money to do it.  Will be 2 months before I can have the money to put one in.  I dont feel clean and my hair feels nasty.  Just impossible in a tub to get that clean feeling.  I am soooo tired of disappointments.  My pond pump and light decided to quit working too.  All of these things are under a year old. It is hard to be possitive when everytime you turn around crap keeps happening.  I dont know what to do anymore.  I feel like going to bed and never waking up.