HAVING A GREY DAY

Finished the antibiotics on Monday but still feeling generally "crap"  the headache eased off a bit on the weekend but didn't go away completely, and by Monday was back with a vengeance.  Yesterday was a bit of a washout activity wise, got the basics done but curled up on the couch all evening feeling miserable.  Went to bed and before dropping off, the love of my life gave me a massage, which was much appreciated,  slept well, but today feel like the living dead. I hate being so lethargic, I have so much I want to do but no bloody energy to do it.   Read some journals here this morning.  I am so much better off than some of my friends here, so I am pretty disgusted with myself for feeling such self-pity.  I'm going to try some fresh feverfew tea this morning...my regular pain meds. aren't working so maybe after some tea, a hot shower and a mental ass-kicking I can pull myself out of this mire.....