Haven't done this in a while
I haven't written an entry in forever so I thought I would.
Not dating Devon anymore, That kinda blew up in my face and now he hates me. that whole mess triggered me to cut again so I am doing that again now. Dating a different guy now (I think) His name is Hunter. The reason I say I think is cuz his ass hole friend told me that he was breaking up with me but I don't really trust his word. Hunter won't talk to me so we can't really straighten things out.
I have picked up a new game called GO. interesting story on how that came about if you are ever interested in hearing one of my lengthy stories. I am part of a GO club now on Thursdays and I really enjoy it. The guys there a cool and fun to chill with.
I have been pretty alone lately. Brady has been too busy with other things, Dylan went on vacation and Shelby doesn't seem to care. That changes when I made a new friend in the GO club. He is quite a lot like me and seems more so the more I get to know him. We talked about so pretty deep stuff and ultimently I don't feel so alone anymore. Really have him to thank for that
Last night Brady and Dylan came over because I was going to cut. They were to late and I cut anyways but we had a good time hangin' out like old times. I showed them my wrist and Dylan said "I'm not talking about this" and turned away. Brady's face froze and he yelled some stuff about how bad it looked and how I wasn't going to able to make and stories on how I got it. They ended up talking to me seriously later but it didn't really help. They tried to get me to stop by saying that I could cut to deep and die or get an infection and end up an amputee.
Any ways kinda in a tough situation right now with Hunter but other than that things are looking up. Funny what one person can do to turn someones life around.
Not dating Devon anymore, That kinda blew up in my face and now he hates me. that whole mess triggered me to cut again so I am doing that again now. Dating a different guy now (I think) His name is Hunter. The reason I say I think is cuz his ass hole friend told me that he was breaking up with me but I don't really trust his word. Hunter won't talk to me so we can't really straighten things out.
I have picked up a new game called GO. interesting story on how that came about if you are ever interested in hearing one of my lengthy stories. I am part of a GO club now on Thursdays and I really enjoy it. The guys there a cool and fun to chill with.
I have been pretty alone lately. Brady has been too busy with other things, Dylan went on vacation and Shelby doesn't seem to care. That changes when I made a new friend in the GO club. He is quite a lot like me and seems more so the more I get to know him. We talked about so pretty deep stuff and ultimently I don't feel so alone anymore. Really have him to thank for that
Last night Brady and Dylan came over because I was going to cut. They were to late and I cut anyways but we had a good time hangin' out like old times. I showed them my wrist and Dylan said "I'm not talking about this" and turned away. Brady's face froze and he yelled some stuff about how bad it looked and how I wasn't going to able to make and stories on how I got it. They ended up talking to me seriously later but it didn't really help. They tried to get me to stop by saying that I could cut to deep and die or get an infection and end up an amputee.
Any ways kinda in a tough situation right now with Hunter but other than that things are looking up. Funny what one person can do to turn someones life around.
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