hateful idiot neighbor
She reminds me of my mom.
Two hateful idiots with me as scapegoat for their own faults.
Hateful idiot neighbor when I caught homeless cat made sure to say she got an exterminator for the shared steps that cat would follow me on, when I would get his food. The sort of childish nonsense my mom would say----cause, of course, hateful idiot neighbor wasn't gonna spend a couple hundred dollars on a professional exterminator.
This morning I found a ten? dollar bug defogger on steps---and could smell the cancer causing spray. So, now I'm gonna park my bike in narrow front hall outside her door, and use narrow front steps ONLY----cause cancer causing bug spray on back steps, for me to tell her, when she eventually complains. BUT, her drunken 58-yr-old boyfriend will probably let air out of the tires; I was told years ago he had plans to do that.
I've really run out of patience with this definitely psycho woman, with her apt being such a dump they don't even want visitors, and me as her scapegoat. My refrigerator is only on when I get icecream, otherwise its off. The oven has been unplugged for a year, cause of cat food cans atop it, and me trying to lose weight.
This woman a hateful psycho, downstairs 65 year old a juvenile delinquent who was playing loud music at 430 in morning last night, when I went from my mattress in faraway living room to bathroom.
Photo of bug can in hall, and a sign of upstairs water leak----with my ceiling still unfixed from LAST LEAK; photo of my ceiling too.
Two hateful idiots with me as scapegoat for their own faults.
Hateful idiot neighbor when I caught homeless cat made sure to say she got an exterminator for the shared steps that cat would follow me on, when I would get his food. The sort of childish nonsense my mom would say----cause, of course, hateful idiot neighbor wasn't gonna spend a couple hundred dollars on a professional exterminator.
This morning I found a ten? dollar bug defogger on steps---and could smell the cancer causing spray. So, now I'm gonna park my bike in narrow front hall outside her door, and use narrow front steps ONLY----cause cancer causing bug spray on back steps, for me to tell her, when she eventually complains. BUT, her drunken 58-yr-old boyfriend will probably let air out of the tires; I was told years ago he had plans to do that.
I've really run out of patience with this definitely psycho woman, with her apt being such a dump they don't even want visitors, and me as her scapegoat. My refrigerator is only on when I get icecream, otherwise its off. The oven has been unplugged for a year, cause of cat food cans atop it, and me trying to lose weight.
This woman a hateful psycho, downstairs 65 year old a juvenile delinquent who was playing loud music at 430 in morning last night, when I went from my mattress in faraway living room to bathroom.
Photo of bug can in hall, and a sign of upstairs water leak----with my ceiling still unfixed from LAST LEAK; photo of my ceiling too.
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Honestly I don\'t know how you can keep going as well as you do and keep offering support to others on DS too. I truly appreciate your friendship.
It would be really good if you were able to find another place. Have you started looking yet?
TroJanThunder,
Thank you, too much...but I really am too burnt out for posting on anything but people\'s journals, with me posting a little more cause I\'m probably in depression with anxiety phase.
Hi, KelleyPaterson,
Yeah, yesterday morning I called an apartment building, got answering service, today to try again when they open again.
Also to call Hud in next country, for list of apartments.
My landlord is clueless about my eventual moving; next week for me to start throwing stuff away that isn\'t essential for eventual new place.