Hate life, hate myself, hate my family...HATE IT ALL!

I feel so fucking hateful! I hate life, I hate myself, I hate, detest, and LOATHE my family...I HATE EVERYTHING IN GENERAL! WHAT THE HELL IS THE USE? BIPOLAR, SCHIZOAFFECTIVE DISORDER, AND NOW PTSD...ALL I WANT TO DO IS BE FUCKING NORMAL IN MY HEAD AND NOT HAVE ALL THIS BULLSHIT GOING THROUGH IT!