Hate Christmas
I just finished wrapping the last of my Christmas gifts and I feel like I got practically nothing. I know it's suppossed to be the thought that counts, but this year is a really skimpy Christmas. Money has been so tight this year I just couln't do what I normally do. It looks like I got my grandkids nothing and that make me really sad. I know they are going to be happy know matter what they get but for me Christmas is not the same this year.
I'm worried about everything everyday, especially my husband. I worry that he is going to get sick and try and keep it from me again so that I won't worry but that makes me worry even more. My daughter has been doing nothing but add more worrying to my everyday life. I know she has run out of her pills and I think she took some of my sleeping med's. I had to put those in my safe along with the other med's she will try and steal from me. My life has more drama in it than a soap opera. I can't wait until this holiday season is over so I can try and go back to a somewhat normal life. I'm planning on going to see my husband smetime in January come hell or high water even if I have to let some bills go. Wouldn't it be nice if Santa left me a money tree in my yard.
Hope all my friends and your families have a Merry Christmas and try and enjoy the day, I am going to do my best.
Hugs,
Pat
I'm worried about everything everyday, especially my husband. I worry that he is going to get sick and try and keep it from me again so that I won't worry but that makes me worry even more. My daughter has been doing nothing but add more worrying to my everyday life. I know she has run out of her pills and I think she took some of my sleeping med's. I had to put those in my safe along with the other med's she will try and steal from me. My life has more drama in it than a soap opera. I can't wait until this holiday season is over so I can try and go back to a somewhat normal life. I'm planning on going to see my husband smetime in January come hell or high water even if I have to let some bills go. Wouldn't it be nice if Santa left me a money tree in my yard.
Hope all my friends and your families have a Merry Christmas and try and enjoy the day, I am going to do my best.
Hugs,
Pat
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I know what you mean by a skimpy christmas. It totally sucks!
Oh that\'s not good about your daughter! Me and mum had to do the same thing with our meds when my brother was doing that stuff not much fun and I hope things get better for soon.
I hope your hubby is doing better now and he dosnt keep thins like being sick again from you.
I hope that its a happy christmas for you.
Thanks for your thoughts, I hope you have a happy christmas too and a better New Year.
hope you had a great christmas in spite of there being less money! hope there was lots of love and i too hope your hubby is doing better! hugs xoxo